4.5

There's no reason to write anything here anymore. The next time I am being emotional, it won't be here again.

Thank you.

What would you do if you are in a situation where you don't have the credibility to say or to promise anything? The only thing that you can do is to prove, but it will take a long time. You are afraid in case where you don't have enough time to prove anything. Plus, no one believe you now.

What is the best action?

1. Prioritize - know it
2. Money - manage it
3. Study - moar
4. Game - after everything is done
5. Alone - think
6. Shame - feel it

I really hope I can make it through this. I want to be patience. I want to be with you again. I really love you, I really do.

I kept saying "I hope you will be alright", but in the end, I am the one who need to calm down and be alright.

This blog is where I want to write things emotionally, but that doesn't mean every single post need to be emotional =) Plus, better not to show to others that I am sad. I know I am too honest with my feelings, but now is time to learn and do something new~

"Why are you stress right now?"

"What did you eat to cause you food poisoning?"

"Is everything all right on your side?"

These are some of thing that I wanted to ask you. Just when I about to ask--

"Stop poking your nose into my personal life"

Then I stopped. I pretended like I didn't know anything.